So a few weeks ago were quite an experience for me.. probably not to most, but you know.. what is a big deal to one person is some miniscule little thing that

means absolutely nothing more than a speck of dust,

if that much, to someone else. Wow run on sentence.. i think. Just that phrase..

"I think."

Overused constantly, but overlooked somehow.

For instance, one night after being out a bunch of people, I was in the car while my friend was driving me home..

and he just asked me out of the blue if I believe that God exists.

Now if he had asked me like 4 months ago, I would have bitten his head off, and probably ceased conversation with him.. or avoided it. So immature of me..I'm actually quite glad he asked.

I feel like I've taken things for granted,

like something to hide behind when I didn't know what to say, or was too afraid to say it. Well I certainly hope I get this all sorted out soon, or maybe not soon.

Maybe the journey to figuring it all out is more important than the actual idea.

Oh well.. I've changed subjects far too many times...